I don't know what I was thinking. Guess I was picturing feeding Noah after the Fundo and actually being able to relax, see him enjoy meals, and relaxing himself. Maybe leave the room for a few minutes without worrying something terrible is going to happen.
Not the case.
It's worse than before.
Now after a feed there are bouts of retching and gagging (2 of the 3 things he SHOULD NOT be doing). Then there's the coughing and sputtering. It's awful. Now we not only have to worry about aspiration, we have to worry about him damaging the procedure.
I am so disheartened. I'm afraid we made a HUGE mistake.
It's got to get better, right?